Sunday, August 29, 2010

很多人也许不知道我有一个很爱我的家人。。
他们很多时候都是那个带给我欢笑的人。。。

前两天,妈的生日,我哭了。。。
我的原因是因为不能和他们一起过妈妈的生日。。。
这让我更想念他们了。。。

他们永远都是那个最温暖的家人。。。
每一天的吵吵闹闹,都让我们更爱彼此了。。。

羡慕吧?
没办法啦!他们就是我的家人。。。
永远在我心里排第一的家人。。。

爸!
你不在的日子,虽然有时我们都觉得很累,很无助。。。
可是,你放心吧!!我们都会帮助彼此。。。
我也会帮你养这个家。。。
虽然有时我真的累坏了。。哭了。。想放弃了。。
只要想到这个家还需要我去扛。。。
我就会搭起精神!!帮自己加油!!

爸!!
我们还是一样的想你!!
没有忘了你。。
爸!!你也一样要幸福哦!!
我们都很爱你!!

Sunday, June 27, 2010

mY Au NT

They are eight sibling all together...
they have a good relationship...
they help each other...
they laugh together, cry together, scold each other BUT still smile back to each other at the end...
they are very kind..and they even don't know how to reject their friend or outsider when they get to ask to do something they are not willing to do unless is something that really not making sense only they will say NO...otherwise, they only will say "ok!"
they even don't know how to show and tell that they r not happy with the outsider...

The elder in this sibling is sister...she is a kind person which love by everyone without any reason...she's the one that always say "is ok lar.."or "never mind lar~"when someone did mistake..cause she don't like to make so many problem...she 's the one with her second sister who stop her mother to give away her forth sister..she's the one who work hard and look after all her sibling until she get married...now she got seven children and don't know how many grandchildren...^^

recently, she's lying at the hospital bed due to her son din notice her at the back of the car and bang her ...her sibling are tearing for her.. worried for her...but her children still smile n laugh..wondering??are they pretend to be strong or they are prepare for what are going to be happen or they have no feeling with what have going on on their mother??

that is not important...really hope that she is happy and satisfied with her life...
i heard from my mom said that now she is suffering in the hospital...many of them said there is no hope...BUT there is some saying that there is a hope...and doctor are silent and din tell anything...

i miss her...and i know tearing and praying cant help much...but i don't really hope to lost anyone of them anymore...wish to have a family gathering again...T___T


I LOVE THIS FAMILY...


Monday, June 14, 2010

-Sorry, Love Daddy by Brian Mcfadden-

It seems like only yesterday
I held you in my arms and said
You will never need to fear the dark
But unforeseen misery has come
Between your Mommy and me
And we can love you more, now we are apart

Daddy, he's got to go away
Coz there's just no other way
To live this through
Someday, you'll learn to understand
This wasn't what I planned, for me and you
Sorry, love Daddy

Everyday is filled with pain
But never feel that you're to blame
Sometimes life breaks, in mysterious ways
I can't make it up to you
Believe me I am trying to
No matter what you'll always be my babies

Friday, June 11, 2010

what?

im asking to myself too~~"whatz happen to myself?why so emo recenly?"

here the reason come when i close my eye...
i miss my family...coz im far apart from them...no one understand this feeling...some of them give the advice seem like their very understand the feeling...let me tell u..
"U R NOT AND U DONNO THE FEELING!!!"

i cry, i shout just because im tired with all this...
even my little sis also feel the same thing like me...we r lack of love...our daddy left a lot of empty space in our heart which suppose belong to him...

HONESTLY...no one can replace this empty place...really no one...even HIM...

i laugh, i smile BUT im empty...
BUT it's doesn't mean i give u a empty smile...
i din wish anyone to understand,BUT i wish there is a space for me to cool down my feeling...

im weird..
i don wan people care me so much coz i don use to talk much since that day...
i will only talk when i feel like talking...AND will talk much with u...^^

anyway,
stay strong!!


Friday, May 7, 2010

i wish im not the one...

i saw what have u post...
n i wish im not the one who hurting u again n again...n i donno u read my blog dy or not...
anyway,non of ur fren wanted to hurt u...but try not to hurt u...i wanted tobe like others just tell u what ever in my heart..but if i just tell u wat ever in my heart,will u accept with a peace heart?

frenz~
hope u understand..^^
smile ya...

Thursday, May 6, 2010

after a period of time...

hye!!miss my blogging time..^^
anyway...recently,many thing happen..
pass few day,i really not happy with my own fren,i donno how to tell my fren bout my feeling, coz i scare that she will get hurt by my words...
so,i wish when i write here,my fren can read and understand me better...

fren,
alot of time,i don like ppl spoil my plan...same come to the pass few day, i wish my fren will let me know before she make a decision or PURPOSELY make a plan for me...thatz the reason why im pissed off...anyway...i still love this her...my fren...

another case...i also donno how to tell my fren that actually if can, i don wish to share...anything...except FOOD...hehehehe...so,my fren, i wish she can understand that there will be a lot of problem if sharing this and that...including room...if can,when move out from hostel, i don wish to share...unless is more than RM400,then only i share...hope my fren understand...coz wat i need is privacy, my life~~~

Friday, January 1, 2010

我希望

我希望不多。。only hope tat i can know wat r u thinking...

in this 2010..i din hope so much...
1)pass all exam..so tat i will not stress all the time..
2)wan my mom not to worry for us dy..just wan her happy all the time*feel like give her a kiss now*
3)wan my sibling really think mature b4 doing anything...*worry too much actually*
4)wanted to spend more time with my beloved family
5)i thinkkkkk...i just wan everyone can be happy and blessed
6)ofcause my financial...tat is wat im planing how to spend...think twice b4 buy..*thumb up*

i think tatz all for now...

my birthday is coming....
and my wish to get....
1)im thinking
2)im still thinking...
3)and im still thinking...

HAHAHAHA....

k lar...i wish to get
1)a house...
2)a car..(and driver ya..cause i donno how to drive)
3)credit card...(for me to spend...=p )

hehehe...i think tat all lor...