im not in the good mood!!

since he go away...i nvr happy like b4 anymore...i have my best to be happy like b4,but i cant!!
people around me only know im stupid enough to love someone that hurt me like this...they only know asking me to forget bout him,but never try to stay at my stituation...the way they say also like they hav go through my day b4...honestly,my feeling now have no second people understand!!coz they r not me!!now i have no one to talk with bout my feeling everyday...coz everytime i want to talk,i sure will be scold!!u know why?coz they r not me...they dont want me to think so much...they want me to live happy without him...they dont want me to remember bout him anymore...i know that!!im not stupid...i know!!i juz want someone listen to me...coz im hurt now...i need to talk...need someone listen to me..only that!!at this moment,i suddently miss my family..especially my pass away father...hope he can listen to me now~

today i msg him,tot he wont reply my msg...who noe he reply,im so happy!!but he juz reply once!!so sad!!