很突然在这一刻我很想念他。。。
但是他就是不会懂我这一颗想念他的心。。。
如果再一次的给我选择，我会选择不要跟你开始。。因为跟你开始的我已经跟你结束了，所以现在的我很不好过。。。很想快点把你从我的记忆里都洗干净！！
最近感觉很倒霉，因为发生在我身上的事情都很不顺。。。
好像有些人，开心就跟会问候我，不开心就给我脸色看。。
最近的他们也自私了，当我问问题的时候，他们就说“不懂”。。
就好像他，喜欢的时候，我就是他的宝。现在不喜欢了，我就是废纸。。
因为这样，让我更不好过！！
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Saturday, January 17, 2009
im not in the good mood!!
since he go away...i nvr happy like b4 anymore...i have my best to be happy like b4,but i cant!!
people around me only know im stupid enough to love someone that hurt me like this...they only know asking me to forget bout him,but never try to stay at my stituation...the way they say also like they hav go through my day b4...honestly,my feeling now have no second people understand!!coz they r not me!!now i have no one to talk with bout my feeling everyday...coz everytime i want to talk,i sure will be scold!!u know why?coz they r not me...they dont want me to think so much...they want me to live happy without him...they dont want me to remember bout him anymore...i know that!!im not stupid...i know!!i juz want someone listen to me...coz im hurt now...i need to talk...need someone listen to me..only that!!at this moment,i suddently miss my family..especially my pass away father...hope he can listen to me now~
today i msg him,tot he wont reply my msg...who noe he reply,im so happy!!but he juz reply once!!so sad!!
people around me only know im stupid enough to love someone that hurt me like this...they only know asking me to forget bout him,but never try to stay at my stituation...the way they say also like they hav go through my day b4...honestly,my feeling now have no second people understand!!coz they r not me!!now i have no one to talk with bout my feeling everyday...coz everytime i want to talk,i sure will be scold!!u know why?coz they r not me...they dont want me to think so much...they want me to live happy without him...they dont want me to remember bout him anymore...i know that!!im not stupid...i know!!i juz want someone listen to me...coz im hurt now...i need to talk...need someone listen to me..only that!!at this moment,i suddently miss my family..especially my pass away father...hope he can listen to me now~
today i msg him,tot he wont reply my msg...who noe he reply,im so happy!!but he juz reply once!!so sad!!
Thursday, December 11, 2008
guyz!! why??!!
guyz,
why dont u juz let the girl know wat u want...?
why ??
guyz,
plz dont bcoz of ur silly mistake u lost a perfect woman in ur life after that...
they wont back to u even u say sorry...
coz they donno wat r u thinking...
donno when is ur word true and when did u joke...
guyz,
it hurt when u din say anything and turn away...
it hurt when u say u love her but in truth u're not!!
it hurt when u hole her hand but u din even look at her...
guyz,
why dont u all juz let the girl know how much u love them...
tell them don put much hope,if u doesn't love them that much as they love u...
juz let them know earlier better than u hurt them after that...
coz it will be very hurt...
guyz,
dont hurt girl anymore...
coz it doesn't feel good...
even u guyz too~
why dont u juz let the girl know wat u want...?
why ??
guyz,
plz dont bcoz of ur silly mistake u lost a perfect woman in ur life after that...
they wont back to u even u say sorry...
coz they donno wat r u thinking...
donno when is ur word true and when did u joke...
guyz,
it hurt when u din say anything and turn away...
it hurt when u say u love her but in truth u're not!!
it hurt when u hole her hand but u din even look at her...
guyz,
why dont u all juz let the girl know how much u love them...
tell them don put much hope,if u doesn't love them that much as they love u...
juz let them know earlier better than u hurt them after that...
coz it will be very hurt...
guyz,
dont hurt girl anymore...
coz it doesn't feel good...
even u guyz too~
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
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Monday, October 27, 2008
FUNNY DAY
read quite alot today because got tired of doing sketching. nothing seems to be right.of course after reading TOO much, i got bored of it too. so i switched to blog (last resort). gonna glue my eyeballs to computer screen typing this. i HAVE lots to share. well, not really SHARE, more to humiliating people. HEHEHE
as lot of retards would do during their free time, not to mention the one who is not schooling (yet)
*ahem* ... i wasted more than an hour on a forum. reading (at least i wasted my time wisely)
so i found out few threads which i think is interesting. indeed, VERY interesting. where idiots posted idiotic stuff and got condemned by other chumps. hahaha sorry. but seriously, most of the forumers are funny.
SOME are serious too. but of course depend on the thread lah. i mean stupid thread get stupid feedback, serious threads get a serious one. no?and i came accross this gay thread. the topic starter was like "gays, dont you care about your parent?" and so after that, lots lots of bombarding. i felt pity to that guy too. he got 10 (or so) pages of ping ping piang by forumers. not even ONE person support his idea. to be honest, as stupid as i am, i dont agree to his statement too. actually, there was nothing wrong with his topic BUT he got the gays idea WRONG. totally WRONG. according to his oh my so genius philosophy, this monkey believe that GUYS turned into GAY because they got fed up of being played by girls. i think FAILURE in relationship sounds better. BUT still wrong! i opposed! totally disagree. not because im a girl but think logic lah. i do my thinking with stomach but i still know that its wrong. and yet this monkey claimed himself to be a MASTER of PHILOSOPHY (wow, im so scared) hehehehe ... my ass lah. there are many reasons why guys turn into gay, its very subjective. he cant simply blame relationship failure or GIRLS. weird thing, he didnt even mention tiny miny bit about lesbian. its the same case too. guess he hated gays so much eh? i might be stupid but i know how philosophy works. anyhow...this is not my point (condemning him). he gets more than enough. the funny thing that happened in forum is how people talk. i laughed at it. some are sarcastic, some are just plain stupid. not to mean that the forumers are stupid, but their stupid reply which they purposely use to irritate or insult or whatever. stupid, but clever at the same time.
what he was trying to do was quite similar to this,
A : fat girls should stop eating or they'll get fatter
B : human need to eat lah. or they'll die
A : at least dont eat too much
B : but you said stop eating
A : yea but what i meant was dont eat too much
C : its actually depends on that girl. if she doesnt mind getting fat like pig then its up to her
B : BUT you said STOP eating
A : i said i meant DONT EAT TOO MUCH and i dont think most girls like to be FAT
B : BUT YOU SAID STOP EATINGGG
C : and i said DEPENDS on that girl. simply because you dont think girls like to be fat doesntmean that girls really hate being fat
A : i know what im saying, just saying that I AM A GOOD PHYCOLOGYST. i know answers to questions. and i have a friend. she said that girl doesnt like to be fat
B : but you didnt say DONT EAT TOO MUCH. you said STOP eating
D : ohh...so A's girlfriend is fattt...E : i like fat girls ...
A : #$&^3#@$#fdsfdf$$##45453@@@##43$%%6!!! (pissed off)
p/s : as not to cause humiliation to that guy, im not going to reveal his topic site here. however, if you're interested to read it, kindly ask from me. it'll be lot more hillarious if you read the real thing. i am glad to share. heheh
after the chaos in the gay thread, i clicked on another thread, it was posted as "Is Najib Malay or Chinese" ??? i was like, i thought he's a Malay? so im curious (more like kepoh. hehe) and whooohohohoho ... you can see variety kind of answers there.
"he's a bijan" (reverse spelling of najib) then someone replied "i thought bijan is sesame seed?"
"Najib also kena? Hang Tuah is chinese, osama bin laden is also chinese.. Pigs also comes from chinese. Everybody is chinese. Puas hati?"(sharon : if i am not mistaken, Hang Tuah was chinese. i forgot where i read it but it says so. thats why he had this "Hang" as his surname. correct me if im wrong)
"he is mongolian...u all wrong"
"who is najib ?"
(sharon : its either this guy is not malaysian or he's justtt ... being ignorant (Najib is Malaysia'sdeputy prime minister. anyway, i laughed at this cause it sounds like he's doing it on purpose)
"Everyone come from kuku. Whose kuku is it? Who sing Negarakuku? "
(sharon : this is the one which i really laughed hard to. what the hell XD. for those
"innocent" people, "kuku" means penis HAHAHA ... and to those "ignorant" people,this guy meant negaraKU (our national anthem lah). not KUKU. he added another KU as to ...insult in a funny way)
enough for the quotes i've copied form the forum. im afraid i'll be arrested by the ISA for stating out this kind of thing. i didnt even know that we're allowed to start this kind of topic in that forum. hahaha
in short, i read lots of threads, and i laughed a lot too. i am not really an active member that posted tons and tons of posts in that forum but i do read stuff in there often. and pardon me, all forumers, i was not really laughing at you guys BUT more to stuff and words and the way you people replied. even the topics. so no offense.
*kepoh = busybody
as lot of retards would do during their free time, not to mention the one who is not schooling (yet)
*ahem* ... i wasted more than an hour on a forum. reading (at least i wasted my time wisely)
so i found out few threads which i think is interesting. indeed, VERY interesting. where idiots posted idiotic stuff and got condemned by other chumps. hahaha sorry. but seriously, most of the forumers are funny.
SOME are serious too. but of course depend on the thread lah. i mean stupid thread get stupid feedback, serious threads get a serious one. no?and i came accross this gay thread. the topic starter was like "gays, dont you care about your parent?" and so after that, lots lots of bombarding. i felt pity to that guy too. he got 10 (or so) pages of ping ping piang by forumers. not even ONE person support his idea. to be honest, as stupid as i am, i dont agree to his statement too. actually, there was nothing wrong with his topic BUT he got the gays idea WRONG. totally WRONG. according to his oh my so genius philosophy, this monkey believe that GUYS turned into GAY because they got fed up of being played by girls. i think FAILURE in relationship sounds better. BUT still wrong! i opposed! totally disagree. not because im a girl but think logic lah. i do my thinking with stomach but i still know that its wrong. and yet this monkey claimed himself to be a MASTER of PHILOSOPHY (wow, im so scared) hehehehe ... my ass lah. there are many reasons why guys turn into gay, its very subjective. he cant simply blame relationship failure or GIRLS. weird thing, he didnt even mention tiny miny bit about lesbian. its the same case too. guess he hated gays so much eh? i might be stupid but i know how philosophy works. anyhow...this is not my point (condemning him). he gets more than enough. the funny thing that happened in forum is how people talk. i laughed at it. some are sarcastic, some are just plain stupid. not to mean that the forumers are stupid, but their stupid reply which they purposely use to irritate or insult or whatever. stupid, but clever at the same time.
what he was trying to do was quite similar to this,
A : fat girls should stop eating or they'll get fatter
B : human need to eat lah. or they'll die
A : at least dont eat too much
B : but you said stop eating
A : yea but what i meant was dont eat too much
C : its actually depends on that girl. if she doesnt mind getting fat like pig then its up to her
B : BUT you said STOP eating
A : i said i meant DONT EAT TOO MUCH and i dont think most girls like to be FAT
B : BUT YOU SAID STOP EATINGGG
C : and i said DEPENDS on that girl. simply because you dont think girls like to be fat doesntmean that girls really hate being fat
A : i know what im saying, just saying that I AM A GOOD PHYCOLOGYST. i know answers to questions. and i have a friend. she said that girl doesnt like to be fat
B : but you didnt say DONT EAT TOO MUCH. you said STOP eating
D : ohh...so A's girlfriend is fattt...E : i like fat girls ...
A : #$&^3#@$#fdsfdf$$##45453@@@##43$%%6!!! (pissed off)
p/s : as not to cause humiliation to that guy, im not going to reveal his topic site here. however, if you're interested to read it, kindly ask from me. it'll be lot more hillarious if you read the real thing. i am glad to share. heheh
after the chaos in the gay thread, i clicked on another thread, it was posted as "Is Najib Malay or Chinese" ??? i was like, i thought he's a Malay? so im curious (more like kepoh. hehe) and whooohohohoho ... you can see variety kind of answers there.
"he's a bijan" (reverse spelling of najib) then someone replied "i thought bijan is sesame seed?"
"Najib also kena? Hang Tuah is chinese, osama bin laden is also chinese.. Pigs also comes from chinese. Everybody is chinese. Puas hati?"(sharon : if i am not mistaken, Hang Tuah was chinese. i forgot where i read it but it says so. thats why he had this "Hang" as his surname. correct me if im wrong)
"he is mongolian...u all wrong"
"who is najib ?"
(sharon : its either this guy is not malaysian or he's justtt ... being ignorant (Najib is Malaysia'sdeputy prime minister. anyway, i laughed at this cause it sounds like he's doing it on purpose)
"Everyone come from kuku. Whose kuku is it? Who sing Negarakuku? "
(sharon : this is the one which i really laughed hard to. what the hell XD. for those
"innocent" people, "kuku" means penis HAHAHA ... and to those "ignorant" people,this guy meant negaraKU (our national anthem lah). not KUKU. he added another KU as to ...insult in a funny way)
enough for the quotes i've copied form the forum. im afraid i'll be arrested by the ISA for stating out this kind of thing. i didnt even know that we're allowed to start this kind of topic in that forum. hahaha
in short, i read lots of threads, and i laughed a lot too. i am not really an active member that posted tons and tons of posts in that forum but i do read stuff in there often. and pardon me, all forumers, i was not really laughing at you guys BUT more to stuff and words and the way you people replied. even the topics. so no offense.
*kepoh = busybody
Sunday, October 26, 2008
爸~
今天很不开心，因为我失去安全感。。。
我很难过，就这样让我很想念家，也很想念我爸。。。
很想跟我爸分享我的开心和不开心。。。
很想他能听到我的苦，因为只有他才懂我。。。
今天的不开心是十年前发生过的事。。十年后的今天又发生同样的事。。。
爸~
我好想念你哦~
你不在的日子好难过噢~
发生什么事都要自己解决。。
掉泪也没有人知道。。。
爸~
真的很想念和你在一起的日子。。。
如果你还在，也许今天的事就不发生了。。
因为你绝对不让你的宝贝受伤。。。
爸~
真的没有人能比你更好更疼我。。
只有你不让我受苦。。。
只有你才懂得保护我。。。
爸~
你不在了。。。
还会有人像你那样疼我爱我吗？
你不在了之后，这世界对我来说好陌生哦~
因为这样，我觉得很没有安全感，很陌生。。。
爸~
好想你。。。
真的好想你。。。
我很难过，就这样让我很想念家，也很想念我爸。。。
很想跟我爸分享我的开心和不开心。。。
很想他能听到我的苦，因为只有他才懂我。。。
今天的不开心是十年前发生过的事。。十年后的今天又发生同样的事。。。
爸~
我好想念你哦~
你不在的日子好难过噢~
发生什么事都要自己解决。。
掉泪也没有人知道。。。
爸~
真的很想念和你在一起的日子。。。
如果你还在，也许今天的事就不发生了。。
因为你绝对不让你的宝贝受伤。。。
爸~
真的没有人能比你更好更疼我。。
只有你不让我受苦。。。
只有你才懂得保护我。。。
爸~
你不在了。。。
还会有人像你那样疼我爱我吗？
你不在了之后，这世界对我来说好陌生哦~
因为这样，我觉得很没有安全感，很陌生。。。
爸~
好想你。。。
真的好想你。。。
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