Tuesday, January 20, 2009

很突然~

很突然在这一刻我很想念他。。。
但是他就是不会懂我这一颗想念他的心。。。
如果再一次的给我选择,我会选择不要跟你开始。。因为跟你开始的我已经跟你结束了,所以现在的我很不好过。。。很想快点把你从我的记忆里都洗干净!!

最近感觉很倒霉,因为发生在我身上的事情都很不顺。。。
好像有些人,开心就跟会问候我,不开心就给我脸色看。。
最近的他们也自私了,当我问问题的时候,他们就说“不懂”。。
就好像他,喜欢的时候,我就是他的宝。现在不喜欢了,我就是废纸。。
因为这样,让我更不好过!!

Saturday, January 17, 2009

im not in the good mood!!

since he go away...i nvr happy like b4 anymore...i have my best to be happy like b4,but i cant!!
people around me only know im stupid enough to love someone that hurt me like this...they only know asking me to forget bout him,but never try to stay at my stituation...the way they say also like they hav go through my day b4...honestly,my feeling now have no second people understand!!coz they r not me!!now i have no one to talk with bout my feeling everyday...coz everytime i want to talk,i sure will be scold!!u know why?coz they r not me...they dont want me to think so much...they want me to live happy without him...they dont want me to remember bout him anymore...i know that!!im not stupid...i know!!i juz want someone listen to me...coz im hurt now...i need to talk...need someone listen to me..only that!!at this moment,i suddently miss my family..especially my pass away father...hope he can listen to me now~

today i msg him,tot he wont reply my msg...who noe he reply,im so happy!!but he juz reply once!!so sad!!