read only..but dont so ke po to separate ya~~~

i nvr believe tat i have been falling on u deep inside my heart...i don think this time i can just let u go so fast...

yesterday i go little genting...and i fall down at dy staircase...u know wat?i din feel shame...all because i suddenly think back wat i have done and my past r more "malu"...compare to this?this is nthg...just fall down at the staircase nia ma...is nthg...i also have tell u many time tat i love u and wanted to be ur gf too...am i brave or im stupid enough to do all this...many chinese ppl say"幸福是要自己争取回来的。。"but some say"幸福是不可以勉强的。。"wat should we do?which wan is right?tat why i choose to let u know my feeling and wat im thinking...but u choose to be silent...and u let me wait u like soh poh...guyz always like tat...nvr think of others ppl...i hate it!!!
i don even know wat r u thinking??i really tired to be waiting like this...

next...
as usual,i will call my mom when im free...and this time,i really getting mad with my 3rd aunt..she is too much!!!she is not helping my family!!but giving my family more and more trouble!!she purposely do something which will make mt sis and my mom to argue!!she is too much!!she really is a "HIPOKRIT"!!!
believe it!!she will get back wat she have done!!anything happen to my family,i will nvr let her go!!

1st day of my holiday....

hi hi!!
donno wat to talk...but still wan to talk...cause feel boring...l
ermmmm~~~let me think wat to talk...*thinking*
YES!!got it!!

i read my sis blog this morning...she talk bout her memory with my dad...
when i read,my tears drop non stop only...cry like donno wat...*miss my dad as well*...
at the same time,i wish tat im with my sis tat moment she miss my dad...so we can share alot of our feeling...donno why both of us love our dad so much...and both of us really got alot of memory with our dad...no matter how i love my dad,but i still love my mom...and even more now...cause i left her only in my life..no can talk,touch or make her emo...cause i will carzy if someone make her day bad..*love her so much*
now wat i wan is earn many many money to let her 享福...hehehhehe...

ok!!done!!letz talk other thing...

my aunt call me this morning...she hope that i can go back this holiday...cause they all miss me alot...i wish to go back too~~but i have promise them to stay..so~~wat to do?any idea?

hmmm~
没有家人的时候是这样的啦！！没有自己的意见，也不敢给什么意见。。。因为怕他们不开心。。我一点都不喜欢身边的人不开心。。。所以我每次都会离那些不开心的人远一点。。。因为我的情绪很容易被影响。。。

ok lar...the end....

feel goooooddddddd tonite....

now was 1 in the morning...i feel like talking in this blog suddenly...even i feel weak now...
im so happy and donno why im so happy...this morning,my ji mui donno talking wat and don wan to let me know...but i guest might is a planning for my birthday celebration...HAHAHA...cause my birthday is coming..IS NEXT MONTH!!!yuhuuuu....donno wat r they planning leh...now i know my ji mui is planning...how bout my cg?i don think they r planning...cause still far away...anyway,i din hope for anything...just hope they wont spend so much on me...cause they spend alot for past few month dy...what i really want from them is just a wish...i think tat is more than enough...of cause my birthday tat day i hope my lou dau can come celebrate my birthday for me too...like this year...
ermm~~~why suddenly din hope HE can come too leh?maybe he scary lor~~WAKAKAKAKA.....

fren,u all know wat?now Doreen is with me...she tot wan to study wit me...see see she nicely sleep with the book open pulak...swt!!tat why im writing this blog lor...*feel lagi swt!!*ermm~~~later only wake her up lar...

Aaaaarrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
HAVING EXAM NEXT WEEK!!!
now stress plus plus dy lor...T_T

ok lar...i think should end the story dy...
nite nite!!

to be continue.....