haiz~talking again

today talk wit ms P....
she tell me tat miss S got read my blog and miss S get hurt when she read...
coz miss S tot tat i forget the pass,but actually i don...anyway..this story oredi become history...and miss S now already happy like b4...she's happy with her life dy...(closer file dy oo~don mention dis kes anymore)

now...
my new life with mr.M...he's a nice guy...he treat me like princess...give me wat i want...sound great rite?but it juz begin...donno wat will happen after few month...hope it wont end up like ah xiang...
hope this guy really can give me happiness lor...and help me to forget them(gam and the gang)...

To all my reader,
i will end up my blog here...and wont continue this blog le...coz i will continue my gosip at another new acc blog...HAHAHA...juz kidding....coz new life den new blog lor...hahaha...
i will let u all know when time come right...

累了。。

很想现在就离开这世界。。。因为太累了
最近太多事发生了。。。我已经被打败了。。我输了。。

Story begin from last night...i donno wat happen...i juz write wat i like in this blog...den not longer after that,doreen sudden open my door and ask wat did i tell su...den she ask again,did i go and find her?
FUNNY!!the whole day i din move from my room...how i go and find her and talk to her...?she's not happy nthg to do with me ok?i don like her and hate them also nthg to do with them lor...why want to say i say something again?why blame me back?i got my right not to friend with who,ok??!!
every time su sad or cry,gam they all will 心痛...then start to blame on me!!i hate dis!!
Just like last night,gam and xiang suddenly come and ask me,candy,wy,doreen and their lovely su go down and have a nice talk...
when i go down,su face like beh song me dy...+ gam also lor ofcoz...see!!everytime that girl got problem,she will tell that guy...then that guy start lor...like last night,i donno what did that girl complain to that guy...suddenly wan to talk...like shit!!ask me go down den only ask me wat i wan?!tat call nice talk meh?+ su de face like wat!!tat wan call nice talk meh?i haven talk,see her face already bomb!!they tot they only know how to beh song meh??i also beh song lor!!
donno why she got so many problem since she know gam they all...she tot only her din sleep meh?all of us also din sleep lor!!juz bcoz of her pearl tear!!
sien ar!!she tot every time she cry,everything will statle is it??this time more worst lor!!why cant she juz shut up??i think if she shut up no one will say her 哑巴lor~!see wat good job has she do now~

some time really want to know what kind of ppl they r!!
fine!!i know myself enough!!tired to be their friend!!so fan!!

Last night

又心软了。。。

i saw her msn msg that show her tension...
i can't make like don't care...i want to care...but i don dare to do so~
im wondering what happen to her?
haiz~don't no why i want to care so much bout her??
she never care anything bout me if i din go to her...
so for what i care so much??
that'z why my close friend always say im too kind!!
im wish that im not too kind some time... haiz~

GOD teach me WHAT TO DO ?

talking and talking and talking bout this gosip again~

This few day,my feeling is so down...can say i start stress again...coz i stop contact with gam they all already...i plan not to talk with her also...coz every time when i saw her,my heart really pain...just like today,suddently saw her using two phone again...my sense strongly tell me tat the number tat she using is giving by gam or the other two(xiang or sien)..anyway,juz guest...


Another story,since she know gam they all,she is very happy and she tell us that gam they all are just like her kampung friend and without realise it,she take away those guy friend from me...and now,only she's happy alone with them...(but i thk not her only,still got another)so now she's getting closer to them...when she getting closer to them,she bcome more often quarrel with her boy friend...bcoz her boy friend don't like her mix wit gam they all...but she's stubborn...she like to be friend with gam they all...bcoz they make her happy...now what i heard lately is her boy friend got limitition to let her like this...he migth breakup with her one day,if she still continue like that...wahh!!this must be a good news to gam and the geng...bcoz they are waiting this second...this is the msg that i saw on someone phone...pity her boy friend...she never know how her boy friend feel..her boy friend got mention that,what is her feeling if he going out with girl that she don't like...i think this question should ask her,then only she know what's going on arround...

Today got one girl come to me and tell me that she saw her msn msg that talking something like"he's so bad and not good!!"...i think she's talking bout her boy friend...haiz~still want to blame boy friend!!in this case,i din't ask anyone to tell me anything,but the news come to me itself...

And now a day,she going out with gam and xiang every night(maybe some time got sien also lar~)...ofcoz including tonight...but,does she know how i feel when she going out with them?no right?coz she never have this kind of feeling and she haven go throught this yet!!SHE NEVER AND SHE WON'T CARE HOW I FEEL AND OTHERS FEEL(her boy friend)!!WHAT SHE KNOW NOW IS AS LONG SHE HAPPY THEN IT ENOUGH!!in her mind konsep,she don't care so much,as long it not her problem...and now,no one dare to make her unhappy,coz gam they all are very SAYANG her...last time when i was their gan mei mei,they never treat me like that...(can say im jealous now)well~gan mei mei only ma~want to espect what oo??she's princess and every thing to them(gam and the gang)...that'z why treat her very good lor...

sien!!feel like hell when talking bout her!!

i talking again!!

pass few day i gaduh wit my ah gor and my best fren...the case start from i saw them out but they lie to me tat they din go out...then i beh song lor~at tat night,ah gor call me...he sound like beh song i know he go out wit my fren...he shout at me...1st time leh~becoz of her he shout at me...so sad lor~i cry lor tat night...but i din blame him,coz he drank that night...who know my fren stupid go and listen to him when he is drank...my ah gor tell her tat i ugut him if he go find her again,i will make big issue...sad lor~i never say tat...i noe this story oso from other ppl...they make me like bodoh...i tot she don wan talk wit me coz i xiao qi...who know behind got diferrent again...they tot im happy meh?im not lor~until today still hurt leh!!ah gor ask me again juz now,is tat reli his fault wor~if wasn't him then is my fault lar?wan blame me back ar?i won say sorie de lor~coz not my fault...my fren till today still belive start from me...(i think lar~)haiz!!ppl donno story sure say is my fault lor...(like her) =p

today cla help me colour my hair...thankz cla!!luv u!!huhuhuhuu