talking and talking and talking bout this gosip again~

This few day,my feeling is so down...can say i start stress again...coz i stop contact with gam they all already...i plan not to talk with her also...coz every time when i saw her,my heart really pain...just like today,suddently saw her using two phone again...my sense strongly tell me tat the number tat she using is giving by gam or the other two(xiang or sien)..anyway,juz guest...


Another story,since she know gam they all,she is very happy and she tell us that gam they all are just like her kampung friend and without realise it,she take away those guy friend from me...and now,only she's happy alone with them...(but i thk not her only,still got another)so now she's getting closer to them...when she getting closer to them,she bcome more often quarrel with her boy friend...bcoz her boy friend don't like her mix wit gam they all...but she's stubborn...she like to be friend with gam they all...bcoz they make her happy...now what i heard lately is her boy friend got limitition to let her like this...he migth breakup with her one day,if she still continue like that...wahh!!this must be a good news to gam and the geng...bcoz they are waiting this second...this is the msg that i saw on someone phone...pity her boy friend...she never know how her boy friend feel..her boy friend got mention that,what is her feeling if he going out with girl that she don't like...i think this question should ask her,then only she know what's going on arround...

Today got one girl come to me and tell me that she saw her msn msg that talking something like"he's so bad and not good!!"...i think she's talking bout her boy friend...haiz~still want to blame boy friend!!in this case,i din't ask anyone to tell me anything,but the news come to me itself...

And now a day,she going out with gam and xiang every night(maybe some time got sien also lar~)...ofcoz including tonight...but,does she know how i feel when she going out with them?no right?coz she never have this kind of feeling and she haven go throught this yet!!SHE NEVER AND SHE WON'T CARE HOW I FEEL AND OTHERS FEEL(her boy friend)!!WHAT SHE KNOW NOW IS AS LONG SHE HAPPY THEN IT ENOUGH!!in her mind konsep,she don't care so much,as long it not her problem...and now,no one dare to make her unhappy,coz gam they all are very SAYANG her...last time when i was their gan mei mei,they never treat me like that...(can say im jealous now)well~gan mei mei only ma~want to espect what oo??she's princess and every thing to them(gam and the gang)...that'z why treat her very good lor...

sien!!feel like hell when talking bout her!!